Malaise-An indefinite feeling of bodily or mental disorder

The world spins on its axis
As its all inside your head.
You dont really feel him next to you
As you lie in your bed.
Nothing really matters,
As it all just floats away.
You cant really tell what happened
While on that floor you lay.
You dont remember your whole life,
For nothings as it seems.
The window to your soul is fogged
By adolescent dreams.
Nothing you say is right or wrong,
Youre mediocre blue.
You know not what youre doing,
And you need to catch the clue.
The world is all divided,
Youre this huge conspiracy.
Youre crying tears of sadness
As you overflow with glee.
You dangle from a spider web,
Doing handstands from a cloud.
Youll never know about yourself
Hidden behind a shroud.
Youre beautifully disheveled,
Youre wonderfully alone.
Youre soft as cotton candy,
But as hard as human bone.
Youre the epitome of oxymoron,
You feel best while at your worst.
This little high youre feeling
Puts your whole life in reverse.