The mistake i\'ve made

The things i\'ve done wrong,
the tears i\'ve cried,
wishing i could go back in time,
you were not the mistake
you were the miracle that happened to me
another life had been growing inside of me
for almost 3 months
i wanted you because you were all mine and no one elses
everyone told me you were no good and you would ruin my life
now looking back at what i\'ve done i now can see its the exact opposite my little one you were the right choice
i cannot beileve i let so many others make me believe they were right
i gave up my fight for you and i will never be able to forgive myself
there is not a night i don\'t cry
not a day where i can really smile
this is my punishment for the real mistake i made
letting you go