Giving everything*~*

I know i shouldn't give everything out, i should keep something in
i should probably just be prepared
to get my heart broken again

i should be prepared to be hurt again, to be bumped, broken and bruised
because i know that feeling will come again; that feeling of being used

pretty soon you will get sick of me
and move on to someone else
but when that time will come,
i can never really tell

so for now i will just keep loving you
and giving it all away
but all the while i will be waiting,
dreading that terrible day

the day that you will take my heart
and shove it back in my face
the day the everything we have
will yet again be erased

i don't want that day to ever come,
i hope it is nowhere near
so for now i will just cherish these moments; the ones that you are here

because when you decide you have had enough, these memories will be all i have
and these moments will just be memories, the day you give my heart back