Loneliness

What is this feeling?
This cold cold chill inside my heart like the air of the north artic pole
When I breathe I feel its chill making my body shiver with horror
No matter how I try to shake free of the horrifying feeling
Like a prey that’s been set by the trapper, my heart tightens with the knowledge of helplessness
When will I break free of this helplessness?
What are the steps and procedures that I must conduct in order to be set free?
What is this sadness that tugs at my heart when lay awake during restless nights
What would be of happiness if it can not reach to the heart?
Why do my eyes shed tears when I smile?
The lies that I tell myself in order for my lips to spread a smile across the emotionless face
As my heart beat slowly I feel myself began to drown into the world of darkness
No pain, no weariness but an ocean filled with loneliness
What is this feeling? This is loneliness
This pain that has no cause but weight as much as the Titanic
This sadness that has no source like the desert island without escape
This emptiness as if you have no heart or soul
This is loneliness
Welcome loneliness, I bid you good day for entering my world
Please enjoy your stay, for I know not the length of time you shall me in my world