How You Affected Me

I have permanant bruises on my hands for when I fall to the ground
No one can ever hear me for i can't make a sound
Meanings behind the bruises, can't you see?
I'm begging for it to stop on my hands and knees
Please daddy stop!, can't you see? I'm your daughter your supposed to love me
You act like nothings wrong in front of family and friends
Wait til tonight, it'll be the end
Why can't you stop?
It hurts so much for me
You slap and hit me til I bleed
people ask me, what happened to your skin?
for i lie for you, protect your sin
Later on down the road you'll hopefully see
how all the bruises affected me
Scarred for life emotionally thrown
My heart broken, now its sewn
For you was it fun?
Was it a thrill?
It seemed like you were never done
So how does it feel?
to know you've killed me
Emotionally, and physically
They say i should forgive you,
That everyone makes mistakes.
To just forget everything, you put me through
The pain,
The tears,
The lies,
the fears,
the bruises,
the beers...
That you always drank,
But I guess you'll never see,
How You Truly Affected Me!