I'm all twisted up
turned inside out
when i think of my life
i just wanna shout
tired of my life
tired of the games
tired of living
tired of shame
my life is hell
my life is done
when i think of it
i long for a gun
to pull the trigger
and end it all
yet i can't do anything
all I do is fall
everything has shattered
in front of my eyes
I'm sick of my family
I'm sick of the lies
it's been two years,
since it has began
then i didn't know what to do,
so i ran
i ran from the world
i ran from the lies
all that's left is broken promises
and silent cries
nothing is right
everything is wrong
my life has been short
yet it has been so long
I've seen more then most
I've done worse than all
I've seen the weakest rise
I've seen the strongest fall
now I know
how to react
I'm not afraid anymore
and that's a fact
