If none of this was Real

I don't know why I'm empty.
I don't know why I'm cold.
I don't know why I'm lost here.
Or why I have no one to hold.

I know that they love me.
I know that they care.
But I don't know that they want me,
Or if I'm even there.

Maybe my life is an illusion.
Maybe nothing's real.
All this time,
And everything I feel.

If I look back on all the memories.
On everything that was.
On all our stupid fights
We had, ya know just because.

This is only sometimes,
That i feel the way I do.
This is only sometimes,
My feelings feel untrue.

Everything I've felt in life.
And everything I'll feel.
But I don't know what it matters,
If none of this was real.