I have been told too many times
You are not worth having
that you are not worth loving
but my heart said I will try...
It has been almost two years now
I have been counting those little great memories
each drop of tear I wasted i did not mind
cause I hope i am never wrong, or am i?
the first half of the journey left me drained
for it threw me into frustration and self-pity
I have always thought it is part of the partnership
i guess I will just pushed myself too hard.
but i thought your the greatest thing
that happened in my life
you brought me to that sweet madness
that drowned me to your love.
It is just make believe i have the most perfect relationship
that others had none but trouble and misery
I smile but at the back of my head...
my head hurts, my heart bleeds
I am lying to myself because knew right from the start
that they were right about everything
that i was a totally blind idiot
but then i thought of you and your smile.
do you really complete me and do you make me happy?
is it worth the risk having you?
am i right about it?
I will think.
I will breath.
And make a decision that will change our life.
