Is there a way to get out of this mess?
Am I being punished for my actions?
Is it a sin to have a life like this?
What have i done to deserve it?
Am i not entitled to any happiness there is?
don't i deserve to be treated well
it's not my fault that everything falls into place
is it a crime to smile when there's a reason to do so
am i a burden to you all?
well I'm so sick and tired of living without meaning
to be in a puddle of mud cold and shivering
I don't anymore recognize the once sweet and innocent smile i had
All i see now is a plain and dull person
what is the point of living anyway
when all they give is pure crap and wicked smiles
just because the eat it shit doesn't it mean i also have to
I've been treated like a rug
Tossed and turned like a nobody's girl
it hurt so bad i could not help but break down
But even if i feel this way today
I'd still Get up and move on
Because good things still come my way
and I will be here to stay.
