I hope you feel better now

I don't think your ever going to see
Every bit of the pain you caused me
Just the few little words you said
Made me think i was better of dead

You think its just a single day
But with those words you had to say
You've ruined much more than that now
I'm going to forget you somehow

I've had a lot of guys around me here
But not one of them do i hold so dear
You mean the world and so much more
you were the reason i was living for

you gave me the hope I'd lost in guys
You gave me life,looked beyond the disguise
After everything I've been through
you still were saying i love you

I loved you too but not in that way
I couldn't help how i felt that day
I had to end it why can't you understand
I no longer see you as a guiding hand

Memories we had together
were ones that would stay with me forever
Not one of them matters anymore
to us I've shut the door

i had so much faith in you
i thought pain was something you wouldn't do
At least I've got friends that now care
for the one special boy who's now not there

The thoughts are all now hard to find
every thing pushed to the back of mind
If i ever see you I'll look straight through you
if you ever talk or smile you don't exist its all i can do

the presents and pictures put away
Never again will they see day
You have to live yourself somehow
i sure hope you feel better now

*Not very good I'm sorry but I'm just hurting at the moment*