Sometimes I think she's got to be crazy,
Letting herself fall in love with him like that.
She knew there was No future, No real feelings.
No good could come of this.
For once she let her guard down.
That once cost her, her world.
In a blink of an eye her life changed.
She had feelings that arent suppose to be there.
Now never ending days of mixed emotions have came her way.
Her state of confusion cant be lost.
She forgot about him in so many ways, but not all.
Shes got all her memories locked away,
never to be opened.
Temptation seeps through her no longer.
That part is gone.
Her feelings are ineffable,
she loves him, shessure of it.
Its "how much" that is questioned.
She has little jealousy when it comes to other girls,
but at the same time wonders what kind of affection he has for them.
She's perplexed as to what kind of love really exists in her heart.
Physical or emotion....
Both....
Or perhaps physical without enough emotion.
Is this true love?
Or is this another case of "I want what I cant have"
