My Suicide

I don't know what to do.
I'm sick of this. I'm through.
My life sucks, I have to much pain inside.
There's nothing left in me I have no pride.
I want to let it all go.
I want to die.
I'm tired of every thing.
I don't want to try.
I want to give it all up.
Just let it go.
It has to be fast. It can't be slow.
Should I take some pills or slit my wrist?
I don't know what to do theres such a long list.
Then I see it. It's so, so tall.
It hurts to see how far i'll fall.
And then I did it.
"Goodbye everyone. I'll see you in hell."
are the words I spoke, as to my death I fell.