You are my hate

Sometimes I don't think you truly understand what you do to me
I can't believe your not seeing whats lying right in front of you
You don't realize the fake smile
You don't see the scars
Am I even here anymore?
You think my Hate is just a stage
But thats where your wrong
This hate that boils deep within is all because of you
But your to blind to notice
You think my hate is because of my teenage angst
But there you go again loosing sight
I hate you
I really do
Its not just a phrase
Its everything you say
Its everything you do
It is You
This hate whithers inside
It begs to be let free
But I don't allow it to reach the surface and break the composer
But maybe one day
You'll see the hate
Maybe you'll finally open your eyes
to see the pain, the tears unshed, and all the blood that's stained the bed..