Do You Realize?

Do you realize how much this hurts, how much I wonder why?
Do you realize how many times I think of this and sigh?
Do you realize that I'm a person with all these feelings too?
Do you realize how much you lifted me up, and then tore my heart in two?
Do you realize that all I got were your excuses and your lies?
Do you realize how bad I wish the memories of you would die?
Do you realize how many nights you left me there to cry?
Do you realize that I sat there, by myself, wishing I would die?
Do you realize that all the pain you've caused, led me to hate you so?
Do you realize that this is the end, I'm finally letting go?
Do you realize without you there, I'm as happy as can be?
Do you realize that this new man, is everything you couldn't be?
Do you realize that what you say is starting to take its toll?
Do you realize this anger and hate is tearing at my soul?
Do you realize it's all gone, you've destroyed our friendship too?
Do you realize I'm tired of your sh**, and I'm gonna see this through?
Do you realize I really cared, and I really don't hate you though?
Do you realize that this is the end, I'm finally letting go...