Can i Hurt MORE?

I feel as if i have lost everything
once you left i was done
i had given up
i started to think about
pills?
cutting?
everything!

You were my everything!
when i lost you.
i had nothing
i fought with every1

i see you all the time. in my mind and my dreams.
i remember all the times we have had.
But now I'm left with nothing.

why was every1 so right about you.
your in it for one thing and one thing only
then i try so hard to move on

i mess up again!
i ask myself is it sooo hard to no make a mistake.
but i am a mistake to you and everything else.

i try to say sorry. but what am i sorry for
falling in love?
I'm going through a stage in my life where i need you!