I said No

I can not believe what you did
You had rage in your eyes, I begged for you to stop
I had tears in mine, I never have forgot
I blamed my self for so long
But I couldnt run, you were just to strong
You held me down, I felt like I was going to die
I just wanted to be found, but all I could do was cry
Then after you got your pleasure, you put your clothes back on
Then looked at me and said and said lets get you home
I couldnt move or think; I just sat there and tried to breathe
I kept wondering how this could happen to me
You acted like you did nothing wrong, as if it was okay
I told you no so many times, and wanted you to go away
I thought day and night if I should tell someone
Then after a while the thought of that was gone
I dont want people feeling sorry for me
And the pain you gave, I dont want them to see
I still havent gotten over it, how can I?
I said no, but you acted as if I was yelling a lie
I always thought I could trust you
Then you took my innocence without being true
I didnt know were to turn, I felt so ashamed
And you were the only one to blame
The reality of what you did, is now sinking in
Sometimes I still play that day in my mind, over and over again
All I can do is promise you this one true thing
I will become strong, and my justice I will bring