To Be Alone

Good morning
hello again
this is how
my life began

then it mixed
with noise and boys
trouble and terror
were my joys

harsh punishment
and unfit sound
left me bleeding
on the ground

gave up on love
that stupid fairytale
vodka and rum
instead of ginger ale

dying outside
dead within
this is how
i see my sins

lovely kisses
with a taste of acitone
this is what its like
to be alone...