The Girl I Am Now

by dezy   Apr 26, 2006


This Word I here is depressed
But I thought never a girl like me
But I cant really say that anymore
Because lately its hard to breathe

The Way You Get Me
Its So Completely Unreal
The Way I Think Just The Way I Can Tell
The Way You Completely Make Me Feel

I Donâ??t Know What You Call it
I guess you can say best friends
But this thing I heard
I heard that it never really ends

You Say Oh Me No never
But Like I say
I wonder if you were in my position
Would you even try to stay?

Just Take A second and listen
Tell me what you think
Like I say I can hardly breathe
But tell me can you blink?

You might not want to
You might see me cry
The way I feel
I feel like I could just die

Well here it goes
Heres your chance
Hurry before it ends
It started at the 1st dance

It didnâ??t just start there
But in a way it did
The way I it hurts me
Worse then owies on a kid

Just this thing in me
Its starting all to fall apart
I just want someone
To come in and fill my heart
I seen it all
It just hurts
Itâ??s a feeling you cant explain
Like getting your head rubbed into dirt

Attached is one word
But it feels like its two
Because you told me
Whats best friends like steve and blue?

You called me your life
But isnâ??t it true you get one?
It feels like you just threw me away
Or even shot me w/ a gun

I hate being this girl I am now
b/c like you said ive changed
but can u blame me?
w/ you always around ive rearranged

its b/c you have everything I want
just everything I need
I used to have you always
And I thought for sure I could succeed

When it was me and you
I loved it more then youâ??ll ever know
More then the world can see
More than I can ever show

Its Even more sad
Writing all this down
Because I see on my face
Im starign and wearing a frown

Youâ??re the only one I think of
No matter how hard I try
I cant even think of
How to say good bye

Even if we just sit here and say nothing
For an hour or two
Im just happy
I got to talk to you

You say im jealous
But do you blame me?
What Shes Had
Is what I have always seen

The most amazing thing I have found
You as a friend
But this thing I heard
I heard it never ends

Just take a second
And tell me what you think
Like I said I can hardly breath
But how can you even blink.???

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