GoodBye And Walking Away

How do you say good bye
When you dont want it 2 end
How do you say good bye
If he was your best friend

How do you tell him
That its killing you inside
How can you just act like nothings wrong
And sit there and hide

How can you say these things
That hurts me so bad
It tears me up inside
And makes me feel sad

I seem to always remember
The times that we had
The times were there were good ones
Some times really bad and sad

Sometimes I could call priceless
Sometimes left unsaid
But lately I cant say anything
Lately I keep it in my head

I dont want to remember these times
Because its all of me and you
I wish I could sit here and forget about it
But the love for you grew

You were my best friend
More then that a brother
You helped me through the hard times
More hten anyone other

These poems are getting old
The seriously are
I want to get away from them
Go on and be far

I try so hard to go on bye
And forget you
But no matter what it is
All I think about is you

I can sit there and be silent
Listen to the sound
Of the slowest sad song
And simple break down

I dont want to be this way
Iâ??d do anything for it to be gone
If there was away to just get rid of it
The first thing I would do is withdrawn

I do love you
You were my best
Youd help me through
When my life Was a mess

Ive lost a friendship
Over you a good one I might add
I thought for you id do anything
For one thing I had

You I did have you
Smiles on my face
Go through the day
w/ out spite of any disgrace

smile through everything
just a litte thing
but this little thing
just meant EVERYTHING

I can cry I can laugh
I can make it through
Even if its not
Me and you

Its going to be hard
Probably the hardest thing Ill ever do
But the pain im living w/
Is the hardest thing ive been through

Love can go on
But it also can attack
But life says the things you want in life
Might not be for you or they will come back

I no you hate me writing these
Trust me I do too
But its the only thing that helps me
Stop thinking about you

Because I cant tell anyone any of this
Without one tear fall from my eye
Theres not one moment we get in a fight
When I dont breakdown and cry

I might not do it write then
Because my hearts in shock
But i would trust me
My heart has never forgot

Im done writing this poem
Now goodbye its the end
I love you dont forget
My true best friend