Faith Turned To Destructive Nothing

For I’ve been comfortable
I’ve been recklessly bad
For I’ve been given
I’ve been selfishly corrupt

For she is as bright as a star
I’m blinded
For she is as tender as a pillow
I can listen and understand

For I’m innocent
I can be fooled
For I’m naïve
I’m easily cheated

For she is the one
I can’t play for a second
For she is respected
I can’t lie

For I’m vulnerable
I’m easily caught into a trap
For I’m weak
I’m easily hit

For she is loved
I can’t hate
For she is cared
I can be protective

For I’m hurt
I have to heal
For I’m broken
I have to be refreshed

For she is sad
I am a clown
For she is stressed
I am her bed

For I’ve had faith
I’ve been waiting
For I’ve had trust
I’ve been abused

For she is ambitious
I held support
For she is in need
I rush for help

For this is nonsense
We’re going nowhere
For this is reality
I have to face it