Wonder

Hun, we're best friends
This I know is true
But will we be together again?
I don't know... do you?

I can't help but wonder
"Is he messing with my head?
Or does he really mean it?
Is there really a chance as he said?"

Even if I knew
There was no hope for "us"
I would still love you
This is true love, not lust

I wonder what you'd do
If I had to move away
What exactly would you do?
I wonder what you'd say?

Of course I know you'd care
You're my best friend, that's why
But then I start to wonder....
"What would he do if I die?"

If I committed suicide
And ended my short life
Would you blame yourself?
For all my pain and strife?

I feel like a horrible person
Questioning my value
But I can't help but wonder
What Do I Mean To You?