Just Don't

Don't know how it happened, how it started
Seems as if all my joy has departed
I wear black because I only feel crappy
Bright colors are only for when you are happy

I wear no make-up, I really don't care anymore
My heart has been broken, down to the core
People want to help me, but there's nothing they can do
I'm too far rooted in my depression and they have no clue

God is the only person I talk to these days
But I feel like even he is leaving me astray
I start to feel more alone in this place
As the tears start to run down my face

If I cry any more, my eyes will feel dead
From all of the water that I have shed
So many reasons for me feeling like this
Every day seems even more hopeless

I just don't like being me anymore
There's nothing worth living for
All my friends seem distant and fake
All I am is a huge mistake

Not eating, not caring if fade away
Maybe things will be better that way
Sometimes I feel like I just want to die
It would be better than watching this world pass by