Yeah yeah.. just thoughts.

Death is a thing most teenagers think of. its sad to know that our generation seems to be the most depressed and we cant do anything about or so it seems . everyone cutting , popping pills attempting suicide.

all for what? attention? just to die? life's too hard? these are the questions we wont be able to know unless its you doing it.

feelings of a young teenage girl trapped in a world of pain and pleasure.pain from the hardships pleasure from cutting and letting the troubles fly away pleasure about thinking of ways to get away from the things that hurt most. taking the pills and going to a different life away from everything.

i am a girl who has been threw all this shit. and now I'm moving on. I'm getting over the being hurt. I'm finding myself a guy who will treat me good I'm sick of hurting myself because maybe if i hurt myself when others do it wont hurt as bad. I'm sick of worrying every friend that i have told about this shit. i am done no it wont quit in a day. no i wont change tonight. but i am trying I'm trying to get over the pain, get over the pills, get over the death and move on with living life.

this is to every girl who thinks of dying every night before she goes to bed. every g girl who cries herself to sleep because he doesn't love her like she does him, to every girl who tries for a lil deeper but cant because she SO scared to die, to every girl who adds more pills to her handful because shes not afraid of death, to every girl who loved and lost,to every girl who wishes she could of loved and lost so she could just say she has loved before.to every girl who's too shy to meet a guy but dreams of it every night, to every girl who tries to look her best but ends up putting her self down after shes ready, to every girl who fakes that smile in the hall ways, to every who would rather see him kissing another girl then him knowing shes not over him still, to every girl who thinks of suicide, to every girl who wishes the pain would end. to every girl who is just a normal girl .. and doesn't know it yet..

i am scared. i am worried. i am everything you are.

i am a teenage girl trapped by pain trying to get out.

i hope you see theres hope for you and me.

help yourself and set yourself free