Your turn...

I count the days that are the same.
And strangely nothing changes.
I count the days that go by.
And you left and I don't know why.
Your not coming back.
You left my world in black.
There isn't anything I can say or do.
This decision was all you.
I gave up hope of you coming back.
Your not and that makes me sad.
I chased an illusion of you for too long.
And that's where I went wrong.
The days keep growing.
And my pain has started showing.
Your not coming back.
You left my world in black.
I see you from time to time.
But you haven't left my mind.
I think of you everynight and day.
When I see you I can't find the words to say.
But before I can explain myself you walk away.
Silence fills my world.
It adds to the black swirl.
Silent and black.
Still your not coming back.
I chased an illusion of you for too long.
So now I sit here and listen to what used to be our song.
I have nothing left to share.
Because your no longer there.
I reached for you long enough.
I have to move on, even if it is tough.
I still see you from time to time.
And slowly your starting to leave my mind.
I won't live in misery.
Everytime I do, it's just me.
Your off on your own.
And I'm always alone.
My world is no longer black.
Even if your not coming back.
I chased an illusion of you for too long.
Now you can see where you went wrong.
You can count the days that don't change.
The days that are always the same.
And for once, your the one to blame.
Silence is your mindframe.
And nothing will change.
I'm moving on.
For once, I'm already gone.
You call my name.
Everything is silent and the same.
That will never change.
You find that strange.
You see me from time to time.
I haven't left your mind.
Now you can't find the words to say.
And slowly I start to walk away.
Slowly you start to feel worse.
Now you know how bad it hurts.
Now you know how bad it burns.
Now your chasing an illusion of me.
That illusion is getting hard to see.
I still haven't left your mind.
You want me back but there is no one last time.
You feel that pain.
Can you feel that burn.
Get used to it, cause it's your turn...