First love gone

I think of the times we had together
All the things you said.
I thought you loved me
I though you cared
But I guess not
I was just some joke.

You love another girl
And yes that is fine
But at least you could have had the balls to tell me yourself
That it was over not your new girlfriend.

You tore me up inside
You did not want to see me cry
But I cried anyway
It dose not really matter
You took a piece of me with you
Now I have nothing to give.

You were the one
Who gave me my first of everything
And now I can't get that back.

What no one can believe is you loved me since the first day you saw me
And then four months later you leave me
Everything was fine
I though.

You just weren't yourself
On Monday, then into Tuesday
You said it was because you had things on your mind
NO you had another girl on your mind.
Then Wednesday you break it off with me
Or should I say your girl broke it off.

When I called you after she told me
You said you were breaking up with me
Because you were to busy
And you would never get to see me.
But your not to busy for another girl are you?

You got the girl
Who I don't even know to tell me
That's really low
I'd never thought you were like that
You just did not want to see me cry.

Yes she is prettier
And taller
And smarter
And everything better then me
But you could have said it yourself
Instead of getting your new girl
To do your dirty work for you
I mean right before morning classes that's even worse.

You told me it wasn't me it was you
But I guess it was me
Did you ever love me?

You lost interest and that's fine
But it would have been better coming from you
Why, why do this to me
I loved you more then you would ever know
And I though you loved me.

What hurts the most is you lied
The lie hurt more then the truth.

I trusted you
I gave my heart to you
And you tore it apart.

I don't think I can talk to you again
Now you're looking for a new job
So you donâ??t have to face my mom
And my grandmother
They loved you
So did my dad.

But I'm strong
And I'll get through it
And go on living my life
But expect me to never forget you
And haunt you for a long time.

I'm trying to be happy
And it's working well
I'm thinking of all the good things
Better things

*So this is my story in a nut shell well it's actually the whole story form start to finish pretty sad huh? But I'm better then that, and I need better*
Happend April 26th 2006