Kept to my self

I try to keep it to myself
I try to keep it inside
Whenever I feel I'm sad
And sight the life so bad

I try to cheer up myself
And forget all what I hide
No listening to internal sounds
For no glooms wanted to be found

Sometimes I can bury the sorrow
And keep the tears out of reach
But other times wish I can borrow
Strong feelings that no glide it catch