Mommy's loss

I was the baby you gave up,
Born in the cold December.
I was the one you left behind,
Mommy, do you remember?
Mine was the life that had to end,
But Mommy, tell me why.
Didn't you know this would happen?
Why did I have to die?
I would have loved you Mommy.
You would have been my world.
I would have been so good to you,
I could have been your baby girl.
But none of that can happen now.
You threw it all away.
I never got to see your face,
Or live through one whole day.
What did I do to deserve this?
Mommy please let me know.
How did I make you hate me,
Why did you let me go?
Someday in the future,
Will you look back and cry?
Will you feel the slightest guilt,
For letting your baby die?
Now I'm in heaven Mommy,
And it's all because of you.
All I wanted was your love,
and maybe a hug or two.
I forgive you Mommy,
Of everything you did.
You must not have been ready
To raise a little kid.
I'll always love you Mommy.
I know you live a lie,
But I hope you wont forget me,
And why I had to die.
I was the baby you gave up,
Born in the cold December.
I was the one you left behind,
Mommy, always remember.