Whenever I look back
I cant seem to stop the tears
I wonder why my life got so off track
But deep down I know
Why I cant stop feeling so low
I dont like to admit it
Why I cry constantly
I just cant seem to make them quit
I used to have my heart
That was until you decided to rip it apart
Everyone tried to warn me
Not to give you everything
But too late you already had the key
The key to my heart and soul
How does it feel to know you played the biggest role
In how Ive turned out
I'm filled with so many emotions
And more than enough doubts
Sometimes all I can do is scream
And hope I wake up and realize this nightmares just a dream
Does it even bother you
That I'm lost and alone
Its just me but I wish you would care too
Its not something I'm proud of
For you to know you still have my love
Its not easy watching my world fade away
Nobody could've told me it would hurt like this
How I want you back every second
How it crushes my heart to see you loving her
How every thing reminds me of what we were
Do you know how much it takes
For me to hold myself together
Even when I awake
The pain is still there
And its not going anywhere
