Words couldnt even explain how much i hate you.
Youve caused me so much pain.
Your not much a father but a stranger,
Who are you?
Im not your daughter.
My heart,
Its in agony.
Youre family,
how could u do this to me?
Im so sick of you,
'm sick of writing about you.
Your smile,
It kills me,
To know your happy with yourself.
Go ahead.
Take a sip,
Drink your sorrows away.
It never hurt you before.
It never seems to bother you,
That your slowly killing me.
Your grip around my heart is so tight,
Squeeze a bit harder,
I beg of you,
Maybe this will all end.
My head is filled with guilt,
Im such a coward,
I wish i could say this to your face,
But I cant even look at you,
Without wanting to kill myself.
Your tearing this family apart,
Yet your the only thing holding it together.
What dose she see in you anyway?
I dont see anything.
Your empty.
Do you even have a heart?
Im sorry i make you hate me.
Im sorry Im such a bad kid.
I hate myself for letting you treat me so bad.
Theres nothing i can do,
But sit here,
And let your bullets sink into my flesh.
I hate that you not being here makes me happy.
Im so tired of:
Laughing.
crying.
loving.
living.
Why dose this have to be so hard?
Why cant anything be perfect?
Why cant you just be the father Ive always dreamt about...
The father Ive never had.
**plz comment ** its really sad when u have to live wit a person(" wait to me hes not even a person hes just a thing made of evil and madness") that tries to make ur life miserable
