Tears stream down face my heart breaks inside my chest and I can feel it give up as I do
My breathes cut short and my voice gets caught inside my throat as I feel myself choke I have no desire to feel the flow of air anymore
My lungs are collapsing now from poisoned air poisoned from the scent of denial that now feels my soul yet I keep saying its not true
My eyes now are filled with tears of regret as they freely fall like blood from an open wound onto my floor and the mascaras running together with the eyeliner making it impossible to see but its better I dont want to I dont want to see the life Ive made again
And my backs breaking from the weight of this load and its keeping me down maybe I should admit whats true but my words are slurred into nothing but meaningless phrases on a typed page
My bodies weak and falls and I sit there waiting for my knight to come and save me but he doesnt and never will I collapse as the air becomes too thin to breathe my worlds turning upside down and I cant live with his pain anymore
My words now mean nothing and this good bye is meaningless
"Here lays a girl broken and used, her heart gave out, its been abused and her mind gave in and she couldnt take anymore her soul was screaming Im just too tired too sore. So now we bury her six feet deep hoping here she'll peacefully sleep."
*Thanks for reading. Always-
Shattered and Broken*
