Im Not Worth It

In the silence I suffer
As the others laugh and shout
I will be alone in the dark
So close to going back to that mistake
I see the scars of pain that happened before
Upon my wrist

There will only be tears this time
That spill from my reddened eyes
I don't want everyone to stare at my arm
I don't want any fuss
Ill just slip away from this world
As that painful tear hits the ground

They don't understand how it feels
While they go off with friends
And I'm left there
With no words spared for me
I am alone
Again.

When they come back
They will ask if I'm OK
And I so want to say no
But they will never feel the pain
How it hurts inside and I cant explain
So I will say I'm fine
And not break on the outside

But inside I'm shattered
And Broken
So I think I would cut away the pain
But it grows
And I feel guilty
As if I'm not worth the trouble of that cut
And inside I know they all know that I'm not either.

I'm not worth it all

Btw.Sorry It Sucks :[