Another fake smile

All this sadness
tho i do not weep
so tired yet
i can not sleep

All this pain
I try and hide
im still alive
but inside i died

So many times I've cut
but do not bleed
so alone
but company i do not need

So many thoughts
go unsaid
Its making me crazy
as they spin around in my head

What is wrong with me
I do not know
Until i find his out
a fake smile is all i show