My life is so screwed up and no one understands it. They dont know the pain I feel nor do they care. I wish these headaches would just go away. I cant handle being like this another day. Ive tried to show you in every way. Im just a nobody to everyones dismay. Did you know I cry myself to sleep? Or that I cant stand what reflects on the mirror of my life. Did you know that no matter how many people are around me I still feel lonely? Did you know that on the inside I weep? Did you know I cut myself to live? To make sure what Im feeling is real? Because the sadness is unbearable and sometimes to hard to take I slash my body to release the tensions whether you choose to believe it or not. This is my life, every night I cant quit crying. Im not trying to get attention; Im just trying to get through it all by myself. Im never kidding anymore when I tell you I feel unwanted, like theres nothing to keep me alive. I seriously cant believe Im living my life like this...
