MAKE BELIEVE...

Theres certain stuff I do, you see, the life I love for you is fake.
My life is so unbearable; its all too much for me to take.
So I pretend its all make believe, but on the inside I frown.
If Im such a strong person, then why am I breaking down?
To me pain isnt funny, when its all Ive ever known.
When Ive spent all of my life, trying to make it on my own.
People can never tell Im sad, I guess Im a good actor.
But what they dont know is, my lifes a big disaster.
I walk around, as I try to pretend.
Im ok for now; my heart in time will mend.
But then something happens, and I cant help it I break down.
My tears are pouring, and Im falling to the ground.
Anger turns into agony, then agony to blood.
Its not the fault of me, but the fault of no love.
But Im sorry if I bothered you, sorry that I shared.
Sorry that I told you, about my heart and its tear.
So I guess I`ll leave you alone, I guess I`ll take my leave.
But remember that Im still pretending, and still thinking its JUST MAKE BELIEVE.