Thoughts

Crying at the sound of your laughter
your having so much fun
while I'm drowning in my tears of sorrow
i believed you were the one

i sit in the corner
remembering the times we had
while you have fun with my old friends
not knowing that soon ill be dead

drowning in this world of sorrow
been betrayed more than twice
the thoughts of death consuming my mind
thoughts of ending my life

watching you from a far
constantly tortures me
knowing that all your feelings
were just make believe

the thoughts of you
and the feeling of being betrayed
will continue on within my heart
until i reach the grave

not a real word did you say
except those three words loud and true
you looked me in the eyes and calmly whispered
i don't love you

my heart shattered into pieces
which can never be fixed
the thoughts of death and blood
my thoughts are now transfixed

i have nothing
not love, nor faith, nor hope
yet i have the tools
like knifes, pills and rope

the thoughts of you
and the feeling of being betrayed
will continue on within my heart
until i reach the grave