I Pretended

I pretended I didn't care you went away, thoughts of you were in my head day after day.

I feel like dying inside, often times felt like I had cried.

Trying to explain how I feel, but to others it's not a big deal.

It's hard to say the things I need to say, still i can't let you get away.

When you're not around it's said loud and clear, just to be with you would put me in no FEAR!

I wish you could understand the way I feel, hopefully someday soon you will feel the same way too!