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Why am I always feeling this way?
Why can't I for one moment be okay?
Everyday I cry myself to sleep.
I'm always sad and I always weep.

Everything in my life just seems so wrong.
Why can't I just gain courage and be strong?
Instead I always turn to the blade,
I feel so left out, so confused, so betrayed.

I'm always sad and nothing can make me happy.
I'm always arguing and always angry.
I hate this person that I see in the mirror,
So again I pull out that trusty razor.

I cut myself until I can't take it anymore,
Why is my life such a bore?
I slowly fall asleep with tears in my eyes
From my soft and silent cries.

But nobody seems to notice what I go through,
Everyday, I always feel blue.
Nobody will ever care about me,
Because I'm just a boy that nobody sees.