Living a curse

Everyday just gets worse and worse,
she cant call this a life she is living a curse,
she is depressed within,
and the only thing to make her happy would be to see herself thin,
she doesnt realise that she really is,
but she just wont believe this,
she puts the food in her mouth but never does swallow,
and who knows what is to follow,
she prays each day noone will find out,
but inside she wants to tell everyone,
she wants to scream and shout,
and tell everyone about,
how she starves herself to death, day in day out