Letting It All Out

I need to get this out
I don't care who sees
I'm swimming in a sea of doubt
I'm crawling on my knees

I don't know what to think
It's hard to take it all in
I barely have time to blink
Before more sorrow grows within

These tears streaming down
I can't make them leave
I've finally hit the ground
No feeling do I receive

Which way do I go?
Can't anyone tell me?
Does anyone know?
When will I be free?

Who do I trust?
Do I pick left or right?
I'm slowly being crushed
And I know I'm not alright

I wish I understood all this
Because I can't seem to let go
I'm caught in the dark obis
For reasons, only I will know..