Did you really care ?

You think you know the pain that eats inside of me.
you think you know me just because you gave me life
you watched me grow but in reallity you were never there you were always gone far away you here but you never cared know that im sitting here with a blade to my wrist you try to be something you think you are.
you are acting like you care infront of people that dont know but do you really care do you know why im standing here with this wish to die or why the scars on my are there or why at night i seem cry no you so dont give that bull$@^# know you never cared and you never will!