I wanna hold you
i wanna touch you
i wanna lay my lips against yours
i wanna hold your hand
and never let go..
but my senses tell me to stop
i have to stop..
this is killing me inside...
like a viscious circle..
im trying to save you here
from staying away
i love you with all my heart
no matter what people say
they dont know the real me
i dont think anybody does
im starting to think i dont even know myself...
i have to walk
but i cant lose you..not totally
where would i be without you
even as a friend?
i want more.. but i cant
my senses fail..
i hear voices'stop stop..'
im going off the rails here
maybe its time to give up
give up on it all
i cant have the one thing i want
and have always wanted
once to many times..
iv hurt them...
if this ends up killing me..
i dont care.. its something i have to do..
i have to save this person i love
i want them to have some kind of future..
this is the only way i can think..
i could have seen myself having a future with them.....
a life with them...
and these tears....
keep rolling....
