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My feelings,my thoughts,everything
inside
sometimes i wish that i could run & hide
i just wish that i could quit
give up & say thats it
baby don't get me wrong
ur the only thing that keeps me strong
sometimes though i wonder if what u said is true
u said "i would give up nething to be with u"
though when i look in ur eyes
i realize thats there is more in ur life
drugs,weed,& everything in between
sometimes i think thats more important than me
i know u don't like some things that i do
but baby i feel that way about u to
i wish that i could say Ive always been true
i wish that i could say Ive always trusted u
although now I'm sitting here wishing i could be baked
instead of feeling like every dream,& everything that has happened was fake
so i go back & i think about all the memories & all the pain
but when depression tries kicking in
i kick it back
i stop,look at it,& stare
like i don't care
I'm not scared
I'm not that girl who runs& hides
that says thats it,i quit,i want to die
no,forget these messed up feelings
I'm changing my ways
I'm moving on to better days