Should I Let My self Heal..

The nights got shorter
my tears still come out.
I thought I was happy,
but that was just me in doubt

I hate how we are now.
We fight all the time.
You do not even know if you want to be mine.

I love you,
and I am sorry fur putting you through
I did not think you would end up so blue.
I guess once again I am the one who has no clue.
But I thought our love was true.

I miss us.
I miss having your trust
but I hate to admit,
I think this is love and lust.

We loose some we gain some.
But right now.
I am loosing you.
Nobody understands
the way I feel about you.
There is so much, to understand
and for me to follow through.

I just wish you would not lie.
You make me cry,
and later on make me think I should die.

I can not think about the good.
Because the only good, was back then
Now we our both hurting with in.
and we are so hurt.
We will not let go.

But how much longer are we going to do this?
My heart has a whole
Every lie you make
Opens up that one whole
Digs a deeper one
And burns, straight through

Your lies keep coming back
Just like when you pick at a scab
A scar comes back, to remind you not to do that again.
I keep pick at that one scab and it keeps coming back,
when is it going to stop?

Do I keep picking?
Or do I let it go and heal its way through?

:EMO KID:

Just about me and my girl..I love her so much, But she keeps lying..and its hurting.