Thoughts of him

I let my thoughts of him consume too much of my day....everyday.

He told me that he loved me
I felt the same thing...
He told me that he wanted to spend the rest of our lives together.
I wanted the same thing...
Now we're not together & he wants another chance,
I wanted the same thing...at first.

But the more I thought about it, the more I thought that I would be making myself vulnerable to feeling like this again. If he really loved me like he said he did, then he couldn't have put me through the things that he has.

I will always love him, but I don't think that I could ever be in love with him again.