Alone...

Alone in my room,
all is calm,
my special possesions,
clasped in my palm,

alone in my room,
crying for you,
i am living a lie,
i am scaring myself too,

alone in my room,
prayers ignored,
before me lies,
the faithful cord,

alone in my room,
to no longer be,
to feel no more pain,
to no longer see,

alone in my room,
a foot above the floor,
i gasp my last breath,
'i am sorry' to the door.