I miss you... I love you

All of the I love you's
Have all gone away

You lied to me when you said
That your parents were fighting
I knew something was all wrong
By the look upon your face

You were just wondering
What will happen when you left me
Because thought in the future,
I would commit suicide.
But you were wrong.

I was learing gow cutting
Was the wrong path to take
I was doing a lot better and
In time I would know better

During lunch you thought
I was in the bathroom cutting
You were wrong again

When we went to talk about this
On the way back to lunch
You said I'm a great person
And I deserve way better

I WAS a great person
When I was with you
And I don't deserver better
Because I HAD better

You just don't understand
How much I still love you
I miss you like crazy
I just want you to know
I want to be back with you
I would do anything for you

All I want
All I'm asking
Is just one more chance

I can show you that I am
A better person than you think
But with you not with me
I'm only crushed and heartbroken

I got rid of all my tools
And I have stopped my habit

It's gonna take me a very long time
To get over you
To get over us
I can guarantee that I will still
Cry over you and how your gone

And I'll think of how
I screwed up everything
By my stupid decisions

Is this really what you want
To no have me anymore
How can you go on now
Like nothing ever happened

While I sit crying all day and night
Wishing and hoping you will come back
But that will never happen
So what do I do?
I miss you so much

Just please listen when I tell you
I love you and I want you back
All I'm asking is just a little
Consdideration on that chance