I can but I wont

You hurt me
I've lost all my hope
because when you were around
you made it easier to cope

now that your gone
I've gained back all those fears
I don't have your protection
to not cry anymore tears

Your the only thing i could look forward to
and you took that away from me
just like you took my heart
and filled it with misery

now my wounds are left open
and filled my heart with pain
you filled my eyes with a million droplets
with only myself to blame

I guess I'm not good enough
You dated her instead of me
I guess I'll have to under stand that
thats the way its gonna be