These so called friendly hugs

These so called friendly hugs
are tearing me apart
ripping me from top to bottom
inside and through my heart

there just a special form
of an inevitable shoot down
but love you got me crazy
running all around this town

but theres a problem here
and i bet you thinks I'm nuts
when i talk all i do is stutter
with the uh's and the buts

you make me so nervous!
i don't know what to do
i get all twisted tongue tied ass
back wards when I'm hanging around you

but ill keep this is poem for now
until your ready to know
everything I'm hiding
I'm too afraid to show

ill keep letting you think
these hugs mean nothing to me
when all i want to do is hold on
why cant you just see...

this is the poem about a girl
who says it really bugs me
when all you think about is buddies
when you courteously hug me