Daddy

I didn't really know you
But your absence is deeply felt
I've met 3 beautiful parts of you
And my heart could just melt
As I looked at you lay there
My mind was just blank
I love you so much
Although my heart wants to hate
Your choices and faults
And not being in my life
Your rejection and disregard
Cuts through me like a knife
I wonder what was more important Your addiction or your seed
But it became pretty obvious
Which one you'd need
But you are my existence
Without you there would be no me
No matter how bad you hurt me
I'm a woman now
So I see
That everyone makes mistakes
And since I love you
I forgive
And I hope you somehow know
That in me your memory lives