Gone.

You told me to trust you
you told me you cared
you told me you loved me
& you'd always be there
you said it wouldn't hurt
& it would be great
I believed all those lies
that you said to my face.
I told you that night
I wasn't ready for this
You told me not to worry as you held me down
You covered my mouth while I screamed for help.
When you were inside of me
You took everything away from me
my pride
my trust
my childhood
It kills me how you took advantage of me and stole my virginity.
I keep my mouth shut
Even when you came back for more
I was lost and confused
and I didn't know what to do.
I think about it day and night
I regret trusting you
You changed my life.
You only wanted a young girl nearly at the age of 15
I was a child. You were a man
I hate myself for not pushing you off harder.
I'm going to live with it forever
You used me and then slammed the door.
You tell me we just got started
when I never wanted it to begin
Please let it end.